amy

2012-03-03T14:53:00.000+08:00

the invisible hands that push u down.

decide decide,

come on.

let's take a look from above.

2012-03-02T02:02:00.001+08:00

ok,

now,

HWAITING!

2012-02-29T20:36:00.005+08:00

withdrawing

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?!

miscommunications,

no communication.

why do things work like this,

since goodness knew how long ago.

finger-pointing,

how on earth is that productive?

2012-02-29T02:01:00.002+08:00

role-reversal--

am i the one who didn't want to listen from the very start?

2012-02-28T23:04:00.005+08:00

"we will just be limited and continue to stuck ourselves in our own boundaries set by your fears and personalities"

2012-02-27T22:15:00.001+08:00

i knew what the response would be,

but i barged against that dread of hearing it,

& said it anyway.

cry,

for that lack of autonomy.

cry,

for not being able to have a firm stand.

cry,

for not knowing what you really want,

allowing others to manipulate you.

cry,

for your inability to express ur own views.

cry,

& allow those thoughts to sail through.

2012-02-24T23:20:00.001+08:00

i've imagined that day

all too soon

2012-02-24T02:16:00.001+08:00

you are not like that.

stand back

2012-02-23T02:03:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA.

YAHHHHHH.

caught off-guard.

2012-02-20T21:43:00.001+08:00

mondays.

shall start reading some books.

2012-02-20T02:18:00.003+08:00

somehow,

i kinda miss the previous few days without internet.

hmp

cousins left early in the morning.

too early for me to stay conscious.

come visit soon yo!

tmr's monday.

feel abit lost.

shall continue editting photos.

ah.

everything feels so distant.

feels weird.

doesn't feel like i'm back in reality.

why?

2012-02-19T03:10:00.001+08:00

awesome getaway!

heh.

although most nights were fiery cuz everyone would be super tired with not-so-cheery moods...

more holidays to come yo!

met loads of nice people along the way...

thankful for their help & company which made the journey a whole load more fun!

ahhhhh~

it all ended too soon!!

i wanna be like those travellers!! :D

2012-02-09T00:41:00.001+08:00

i'll miss you guys!!!

2 days,

& im still not ready to part with these people just yet!!

2012-02-04T03:04:00.000+08:00

“And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, in fact, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.”

-Haruki Murakami

one more week to go!

how fast is that?!

will miss these crazily awesome people for real!

although we'll be in the same field...

but still...

the feeling's different!

no more mass snoozing in class,

no more self-proclaimed breaks,

no more crazy presentations...

ah.

7 days,

LET'S GO!

2012-01-29T02:36:00.001+08:00

let's go!

all is well and will be well!

wooooots~

just keep that energy up yo!

last 2 weeks!

go! go! go!

2012-01-28T01:30:00.003+08:00

because we all have strengths & weaknesses.

embrace it.

2012-01-27T01:51:00.000+08:00

sometimes,

why does it even matter?

2012-01-19T02:01:00.003+08:00

should really take a break from all these

things-to-do just keep piling higher & higher,

& thanks to my mismanagement of time,

plus procrastination,

all the stuff are just tumbling down one-by-one.

sleep --> reduced

mood--> turning nasty

face--> getting cui-er

brain--> shrinking

memory--> getting increasingly scattered

yes,

such an optimistic post.

& those things that keep poking at me.

RARH!

GBM!

2012-01-12T19:48:00.000+08:00

endure endure endure!

wheeeeeee~~

& we welcome little jacob into our family!

2012-01-11T22:58:00.002+08:00

where do i go from here???

2012-01-08T23:21:00.000+08:00

nyam.

have been super accident-prone lately..

5 injuries of different type & nature

O.O

almost all self-inflicted one way or another.

wae wae wae!

anywae (lol)

FIVE MORE WEEKS YO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

not glad to graduate so soon,

but am glad that grad trip's gonna be exciting!

2012-01-06T00:20:00.001+08:00

please control yourself

2012-01-03T22:08:00.003+08:00

throwing in whatever loot i have in exchange for precious memories.

seriously,

i need a financial consultant.

they always say...

"money can be earned back"

right??

i believe these memories will inflate in value over the years~

2012-01-02T00:13:00.003+08:00

ffff................................k

not looking forward.

no.

not at all.

2011-12-24T09:56:00.000+08:00

mmhm.

that bitter-sweetness will become something u'll be nostalgic about in a few years time.

a beginning,

slowly savour the process.

hm.

moolah!

2011-12-23T01:59:00.001+08:00

saw smthg on the bus.

hm.

which made me scrunch up a little inside.

can i not be like that?

however,

quite sadly,

some things are not for me to decide.

2011-12-21T20:42:00.005+08:00

O.O

i really think it will be exactly like this 5-10yrs from now

gd, or not-so...

mmm....

moolah!

2011-12-21T00:41:00.004+08:00

Silence teaches you many things.

It teaches you how to listen and how to hear.

It teaches you how to feel and translate into words what you are feeling.

When you can't translate what you are feeling,

silence allows you to go deeper into yourself and find peace that surpasses understanding.

A peace that enables you to move forward,

even when you don't understand.

Most of the time silence can be a good thing.

But there are some times and circumstances when silence will kill you.

A killing silence can destroy your identity and your spirit.

It can kill your heart and soul.

When silence is used as a means of avoiding something you know you must deal with,

it will murder your sense of self worth.

When you use silence to hide the truth,

or to colour the truth,

it is the same as saying the truth does not matter.

But they do.

- Iyanla Vanzant

as it slowly unravels,

&.......

&....

2011-12-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

i miss an old friend!

hope to meet up soon!

all the best in whatever my old friend is busy with now..

2011-12-14T22:46:00.001+08:00

“Politeness.

Now, there’s a poor man’s virtue if there ever was one.

What’s so admirable about inoffensiveness,

I should like to know.

After all, it’s easily achieved.

One needs no particular talent to be polite.

On the contrary,

being nice is what’s left when you’ve failed at everything else.

People with ambition don’t give a damn what other people think about them.”

hm.

a big part of me begs to differ.

2011-12-13T18:34:00.002+08:00

i wonder how~

i wonder why~

yesterday u told me abt the blue blue sky~

& all that i can see

is just another lemon tree~~~

hm???

2011-12-12T22:03:00.002+08:00

“One is never intrinsically strong,

just by nature.

You must have been through something.

Strength has to be acquired.

You don’t know how you acquire it.

Suddenly you’re standing there

and things that are deadly to others

are no longer a danger to you.”

-Alfred Döblin

true true true~

2011-12-10T14:22:00.002+08:00

nthg is as it seems

some things,

we shouldnt just take it from it's surface value.

like my poor cubital fossa region...

looks like it's just a bruise superficially,

but who knows what lies deeper,

a vessel that's alrdy been punctured?

hahha...

whatever.

so things boil down to this.

last.

as much as i want to get it over & done with,

i dont want it to end.

such conflicting feelings!

2011-11-30T21:48:00.002+08:00

hm.

the ugly side of things.

so im not the only one who feels this way.

i guess it happens everywhere.

well,

dont you engage in things like that in the future.

mm...

just for a few hours,

it was back to before.

2011-11-26T02:07:00.003+08:00

“There are some things about myself I can’t explain to anyone.

There are some things I don’t understand at all.

I can’t tell what I think about things or what I’m after.

I don’t know what my strengths are or what I’m supposed to do about them.

But if I start thinking about these things in too much detail the whole thing gets scary.

And if I get scared I can only think about myself.

I become really self-centered,

and without meaning to,

I hurt people.

So I’m not such a wonderful human being.”

alright,

& so it was not that bad afterall.

met veryvery nice ppl.

once again,

i promise to be nice to future students

it really makes a big difference to the experience.

2011-11-22T21:04:00.002+08:00

yea,

it is as such.

when the difference is so obvious,

smthg gets stirred up again.

hm.

the word "quiet" seems to carry more & more of a negative connotation as the blocks go by.

butbutbut..

i just cant help it.

-.-

seems like recognition comes easier if u dare to speak up.

well,

im just too nested in my comfort zone,

which sadly consists of me & myself.

SPEAK UP YO!

fff fff fff.....

2011-11-20T19:35:00.001+08:00

hurhur.

well...

u really dont need to think too hard

to know why things are like that.

2011-11-18T00:38:00.002+08:00

"I believe that everything happens for a reason.

People change so that you can learn to let go,

things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right,

you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,

and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together"

-Marilyn Monroe

2011-11-15T21:23:00.001+08:00

If you can see your path laid out in front of you step by step,

you know it’s not your path.

Your own path you make with every step you take.

That’s why it’s your path.

so so so restless

2011-11-14T23:51:00.003+08:00

ahhhh.

mondays are always.....

GRUMPY!!

anw.

cant wait for grad trip!

the little things

some matter

some don't

some see it

some don't

why must i join in the rat race?

2011-11-13T23:51:00.002+08:00

heh.

alright,

a new venture!

smthg that i havent done since k2.

ahhhh.

yes,

still a very big noob!

hope i'll improve!

had fun though!

& 1hr doesnt seem to be enough!!

hahaha...

& pop pop.

i'll conquer u someday.

pop pop.

(curtsy)

2011-11-08T23:19:00.002+08:00

all the recent couples & newly-weds

(Y)!

love is in the air~~

which comes along with many many many happiness!

am thankful for my comrades for patching up for my incompetency.

i am seriously not trained in this.

my thoughts are like "tick......tick......tick.....tick..... (& it goes on for... maybe 1 day)"

yea.

hurhur.

words just take a few zillion years to travel from my brain to my mouth.

& sometimes,

even a zillion years is not enough.

just not apt for that.

pardon me.

i will try harder.

2011-11-07T18:56:00.001+08:00

As a child, he’d found a butterfly emerging from a cocoon.

He’d tried to help it by prying open the husk to set the insect free.

It had lain in the sun,

beating its wings as they dried,

but had never flown and soon died.

His grandmother explained the butterfly needed to go through the difficulty of freeing itself in order to have the strength to fly.

tragic

2011-11-05T23:51:00.002+08:00

“Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better.”

my newsfeed is constantly updating me on friends & ex-classmates who are gone from this little island.

envious. envious. envious.

really gd opportunity no?

but let's just say....

it's the company that counts :D

heh.

have been to my fair share of places,

near & relatively far.

one day,

when we're all taitais,

we'll travel far!

2011-11-05T00:23:00.002+08:00

Life is better when you don’t know where you are going, it’s best if you just sit back relax and enjoy the ride before it’s time to get off.

-Joseph Gogler

enjoy it,

while we still can :D

retail therapy works wonders~

(that's.... before the reality of the depleting bank account sets in)

yeaaaaa,

reward urself~

for doing much work (oh really?),

for studying so hard (oh really?),

for surviving such a tiring week (oh really?!).

alright,

just reward urself.

u deserve some pampering occasionally too!

2011-11-04T00:07:00.002+08:00

"It is impossible to live without failing at something, unless you live so cautiously that you might as well not have lived at all – in which case, you fail by default.”

-J.K. Rowling
.
ah.
weekends,
please be kind.
life,
please be kind.
amy,
please be kind.

2011-11-02T19:40:00.002+08:00

we all have choices, dont we?

but making a rational one,

that's a brand new chapter of the book altogether.

不要在一件别扭的事上纠缠太久。

纠缠久了，你会烦，会痛，会厌，会累，会神伤，会心碎。

实际上，到最后，你不是跟事过不去，而是跟自己过不去。

无论多别扭，你都要学会抽身而退

2011-10-30T23:11:00.002+08:00

-a tendency to think and act spontaneously rather than on fears based on past experience

-an unmistable ability to enjoy each moment

-a loss of interest in judging other people

-a loss of interest in judging self

-a loss in interest in interpreting the actions of others

-a loss of interest in conflict

-a loss of ability to worry

-frequent, overwhelming episodes of appreciation

-contented feelings of connectedness with others & nature

-frequent attacks of smiling

-an increasing tendency to let things happen rather than make them happen

-an increased susceptibility to love extended by others and the uncontrollable urge to extend it

.signs & symptoms of inner peace.

well,

just needed this to curb the annoyance brewing deep down.

-.-

2011-10-26T21:58:00.002+08:00

slept like i've never slept for 21yrs!

watching horror alone gives a sense of satisfaction,

esp with an audience with daebak responses.

hohoho.

that tension when everyone just falls quiet.

heh.

DAEBAK!

Your work is going to fill a large part of your life,

and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work.

And the only way to do great work is to love what you do.

If you haven't found it yet,

keep looking.

Don't settle.

As with all matters of the heart,

you'll know when you find it.

And, like any great relationship,

it just gets better and better as the years roll on.

So keep looking until you find it.

Don't settle.

2011-10-23T01:34:00.002+08:00

come to me oh oh oh tonight

so so crazy~

ahh,

the first step was taken.

now on,

let's just allow destiny & fate to take it's course!

dont know, havent thought of & cant see where i wanna be.

undecided it is.

salute to ppl who have it all planned out & nicely thought of.

but as always,

i feel that time will tell.

the push & pulls are very well on-par i guess,

no strong desire towards any of the sides.

i shall leave my options open.

for now,

i just wanna spend the 16 weeks brimming with good memories!

let's go!

2011-10-20T23:49:00.002+08:00

yea,

this is it.

mm.

for now,

i'll just go with whatever comes my way.

hmp.

anw,

it's just the first week,

& somehow, my temper's being a little (B word).

ok amyteekahling,

time to face the wall & reflect upon ur outrageous behaviour eh?!

but last minute changes really gets on my nerves,

esp when it's not communicated properly.

yea amyteekahling,

dui4 shi4 bu4 dui4 ren2!

whatever happens in the proj,

remains in the proj & shall not affect the rapport built over 3 yrs yo!!

whatever happened to that determination to show some ppl that it'll bring us tgt instead of tearing us apart?!

COME BACK!!!

NOW!!!

2011-10-20T00:41:00.001+08:00

dont like crowds

2011-10-18T21:49:00.002+08:00

somewhere in between,

something happened somehow.

2011-10-17T23:16:00.002+08:00

the last 6-week-long holiday that i'll ever get.

it was a great one nonetheless!

lotsa fun,

lotsa own time,

lotsa getting-togethers.

our group trip to bkk was awesome too!

yea,

spent a bomb these 6 weeks,

but the memories are definitely priceless!

17 more weeks are all we have

HWAITING!

2011-09-27T00:20:00.001+08:00

:))

double-chin-ism.

2011-09-15T10:44:00.001+08:00

away.

brb.

gahhhhhh.hahhhahahahaha.

WOOHOO!

2011-09-10T00:33:00.000+08:00

maybe....

just maybe....

i'll try travelling alone?

2011-09-05T02:19:00.001+08:00

2011-09-04T01:58:00.002+08:00

WOOHOOOOOOOOO!!!!

(screams & prances arnd room in excitement)

(beams like the sun)

FINALLY!!!!

it is really one holiday that everyone's been waiting for!!

& the last too :(

but it's ok.

GONNA CHERISH IT!!!

started off quite well, eh?

& it just gets better from here i hope!

:D:D:D:D

waahhhhhhhhh~~

(throws confetti & releases fireworks)

heh...

time to do what needs to be done!

things that have been pushed back for so long,

things that i have been wanting to do for so long!

YESSSSSSSSS~~~

2011-09-01T18:31:00.002+08:00

hm.

well,

some ppl are just.....

hm.

they just forgot that they were once students too.

dont think i have been a gd student at motherland.

well....

i tried,

on the first day.

then....

somehow....

stone-fish just took over my soul.

ppl were nice though :)

glad that i met them.

trying their best to teach despite me keeping my golden mouth shut.

(shame on me.)

if not for someone,

i think working there would be enjoyable :)

heh.

yea, seeing some light in motherland.

2011-08-30T23:37:00.002+08:00

geekerised.

feeling that free days should be spent at home & not outside.

sleeping till i wake up naturally,

finishing up my breakfast while watching tv,

watch more tv,

surfing,

watching dramas till i feel sleepy,

napping,

waking up for dinner,

watch some more tv,

sleep.

havent been home for dinner lately,

so am wanting to stay home more & more,

with the window as the only thing that's giving me a peep into the world outside.

realising that dream to travel by googling & wiki-ing for photos & info.

aish,

that lazy life,

wasting of days,

shall arrive nxt week.

in the meantime,

getting ready for some grilling tmr.

motherland,

please be kind to me.

thanks.

Yours sincerely,

jeonha.

2011-08-30T00:37:00.002+08:00

alright,

day1 of a totally new experience.

new compared to the last 3 weeks,

new compared to the previous encounter.

so many different personalities,

there's just no general trend in the kind of people..

very nice, very not nice.

i guess it all depends on who we mix with?

ohwell.

i hope i meet the nice ppl though!

heh.

at least someone knows my plans now,

& shows some understanding as to why i chose what i chose!

yea,

ahhh,

yeaaaahhhh.

feels nice.

2011-08-23T00:45:00.001+08:00

yea,

chill.

no big deal.

it's gonna be okayyy~~ ayyyy~

it's gonna be okayyy~

2011-08-21T19:08:00.002+08:00

...

stand by what is right,

what u think u should do.

listen well.

nothing's that's worthwhile is ever easy.

2011-08-20T19:30:00.002+08:00

can feel it's prevalence now,

quite scary.

somehow,

it's like sooner or later,

one of it will strike u.

O.O

ok,

i will eat my fruits everyday.

& drink milk.

& work out

:S:S:S

as the nice doctor said,

prevention is better than cure!

with the pace things are going,

there's practically no time & energy to think about anything else.

wonder if it'll be like this when everything officially sets in.

aigoo!

fading away

2011-08-16T22:45:00.001+08:00

~gone with the wind~

2011-08-15T21:55:00.002+08:00

At times all of us would like to be like the ostrich -

to be able to bury our heads in the sand and let the rest of the world go by,

but unfortunately you can't do just that -

you have to face up to reality.

A little peace and quiet would be most acceptable at this time

but if only one could turn a blind eye to the problems of the day!

Tomorrow is another day and who knows,

it could be 'today' (not tomorrow) that could be the first day of the rest of your life!

because that is how i feel now.

in those comfy scrubs,

just watching the rest of the world go by.

2011-08-14T03:06:00.002+08:00

when the door closes~

spams!

2011-08-12T23:15:00.002+08:00

dont like it when u hafta beg for smthg

thick-skinnedly si3 chan2 lan4 da3...

dont want then just say so..

roll my eyes.

waste my time sacrificing my sleep hours only.

we put in effort to do up the whole thing,

what's so difficult in just vetting it.

yea,

the more i am determined to get it signed,

by hook or by crook.

roll my eyes once again.

& as if we want to do this.

roll eyes.

yea,

& am getting so tired of travelling

with today's the record-breakingly worse experience so far.

stood all the way from the west to the east,

& at the end of the day,

all the way from the east to the west

seriously.

try that.

just ranting cuz it had been a tiring day.

2011-08-11T22:37:00.001+08:00

tired~

2011-08-10T23:50:00.002+08:00

scary how some of my friends are just starting with school,

& im alrdy halfway into what i'll be doing for the nxt...10? 20? years.

ah,

10-20years sound scary too.

until now,

there's still no FEEL or any sign that i can work independantly.

HOH!

imagine that day coming.

& tmr,

i'll be back to basics.

hoping hard that i'll make no embarrassing mistakes,

like saying that chole- is intestine. -.-

ok,

i can barely forgive myself for that.

had been a gd 2 days so far!

please let the goodness continue!

somehow,

was so physically worn out today

that i just plomped down on the bed & fell asleep instantly.

long time since i had this kind of tiredness!

recently, it's just those mentally burnt out tired.

this thing, quite shiok eh?

of course,

it's okay once in awhile,

definitely not always.

however,

in the near future...

i guess i'll get used to this kinda tiredness. -.-

once again,

the dreadful feeling returns.

sorry, motherland.

2011-08-09T22:43:00.002+08:00

fee-fi-fo-fum.

shopaholics galore~

haves,

& have-nots.

2011-08-09T01:16:00.001+08:00

i'm going back to the start~

2011-08-07T20:37:00.002+08:00

im lovin this.

aigoo....

so much memories!

of course,

there're ups and downs,

but in the end,

we'll all overcome the downs

& keep all the ups with us down memory lane,

right?

2011-08-03T19:37:00.002+08:00

Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this.

from a nice song.

things cant get any worse,

but ahhhh~

YEEAAAA~

TMR!!!

(technically not the last day)

BUT..

BWAHAHAHAHHAHA.

STILL!

2011-08-02T19:21:00.002+08:00

i can too.

if i could.

hmp.

what to say,

u reap what u sow.

ohwell.

unmotivated,

tired.

how long was it since the last holiday?

having not enough time for myself is such a torture

2011-08-01T02:48:00.002+08:00

weehee~

aft tmr 2pm,

it'll be one more load off our shoulders!

& then,

it'll be one day nearer to feasting day!

all this...

is making me eat like there's no tmr.

HANG ON DEAR US!!

if we hold on~~ together~~~

2011-07-31T13:15:00.002+08:00

yea girl,

keep ur cool eh?

too many tabs,

too many files,

too many documents,

too many email,

too many windows,

but it's gonna be okay!

plus in those earphones

& indulge urself in the wonderful world of fyp.

wow,

how can anything be better than that?!

totally

the

ideal

life.

(throws laptop out of window)

2011-07-29T01:57:00.000+08:00

holidays alrdy right?

2011-07-26T17:38:00.002+08:00

yeaaaaaaa~~

of course,

aft living with it for so long,

u know,

funny things dont JUST happen,

they ALWAYS happen.

the lift.

computers hanging.

walking the same path,

taking the same bus as madhatter.

yeayea,

JUST LIVE WITH IT!

exciting eh?

want some?

2011-07-25T10:03:00.002+08:00

Smile...

tmr will be worse.

-The Murphy Philosophy

yes,

agreed.

step by step~

123~

dipdi daridu~

2011-07-24T03:30:00.002+08:00

mm..

gatherings.

nobody's really changed drastically actually...

gatherings always remind me of how time flies past without us noticing.

zoom!

we're all going into tertiary.

zoom!

we're all soon gonna step into the society.

zoom!

what else?

we're all still the same,

just that we've all moved on to a different phase.

so that was how the topic around the table went..

reminiscent the past,

things of the past we've once gone through tgt,

the short period where we shared the same memories.

discussing the present,

how from the shared memories we split paths & go our different ways.

plans for the future,

how we're moving on yet again,

some who had been anticipating,

some who doesnt even want it to arrive.

thankful for the gathering actually,

simple dinner+ dessert,

but it was the company that counts right?

if not,

a couch potato like me would just receive my updates of the world outside from my fb newsfeed.

all the best to all of our futures~

(sigh)

2011-07-23T00:02:00.002+08:00

eat. sleep. play.

& roll in mud!

tts how life should be.

& tts how i should look ^

green.

lol.

if worrying was an olympic sport,

u would get the gold for sure

2011-07-22T00:08:00.002+08:00

cute MV!

barely through the first week,

& am in need of some de-stressing alrdy!

YES LAKSA.

Waiting for the fish to bite

or waiting for wind to fly a kite,

Or waiting around for Friday night.

everyone is just waiting.

waiting for the day we spend 3 weeks in paradise~

2011-07-19T22:40:00.002+08:00

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

abit cliche,

but nice eh?

lol.

once again,

wanting to get away.

2011-07-18T19:43:00.002+08:00

ohmy.

BEST TASTING CHIPS EVER.

how can i have missed it for 21years of my very long life?!

it must be fate

that i picked u up from the 'PROMOTIONS' rack today.

calling out to me from afar.

it must be smthg called LOVE.

(head spins)

oh~~

the magic that's lingering in my mouth...

(prances around on the green green grass under the blue blue sky)

2011-07-17T01:25:00.002+08:00

why

feeling

drowsy

alright,

the cycle's gonna start again!

excited?

ERRR...

doesnt harm being a little optimistic before the horror steps in..

YEA, WE'LL TIDE THROUGH IT TGT!!

ah,yea,

a shout of victory before entering the battlefield.

allow me to maintain this high morale for now.

yesyesyes,

we'll manage!

cuz we're puwets,

& puwets can definitely endure all the sh!t.

2011-07-14T20:06:00.003+08:00

lost smthg along the way...

average,

is as far as it gets.

2 lines,

is all it takes

dont have that X-factor

why am i being such an unmotivated worker?

2011-07-12T23:04:00.003+08:00

guilty of constantly complaining..
alright,
i shall....
take it all in~~
(dw whispers SOOM into ears everytime i feel like complaining)
.
optimism
optimism
optimism

2011-07-11T12:27:00.002+08:00

stop whining.

yeah.

anw,

am superbly amused by this shortest horror story...

here it goes...

The last man on Earth sat alone in a room.

There was a knock on the door.

...

LOL!

ok,

pardon my low threshold for humour...

haha...

yea,

the virus had probably gone into my head too~

better find back my sanity before i get exiled!

2011-07-07T19:41:00.002+08:00

im not being paranoid, am i?

specific phobia--

-an extreme fear of a specific object or situation that is out of proportion to the actual danger or threat.

-In addition, an individual with a specific phobia is distressed about having the fear, or experiences significant interference in his or her day-to-day life because of the fear.

Blood-injection-injury (BII)--

It includes fear of procedures that cut or stab your skin, or having an object put in your body.

(what about in other ppl's skin?)

Physical signs & symptoms--

-Feeling dizzy, unsteady, light-headed, or faint (pass out)

-Shaking, trembling, or tense (tight) muscles

Facts--

-Blood, Injection, and Injury phobias are the only phobias that are associated with fainting in the feared situation

-The fainting response is related to an extreme drop in blood pressure that occurs upon exposure to situations involving blood, surgery, and needles.

should seek treatment, right?

2011-07-06T23:38:00.002+08:00

ohyeaaaa,

the long path ahead~

maybe it would be better if i remain myopic now eh?

reluctance to start..

whatever happened to "passion"?

hurhurhur

2011-07-04T22:47:00.002+08:00

only know how to complain.

sigh.

alright.

do sm homework,

in hope tt it'll shine some light onto me tmr~

jaljayo.

2011-07-03T23:49:00.001+08:00

what have you accomplished?

2011-07-03T02:33:00.002+08:00

:D:D:D:D

come to me oh oh oh tonight~

so so crazy~~!

WOOAAAAAHHHH!!!

nidta do all these crazy stuff while im still not too cui to do so!

-warehouse sales maniac-ing

-10+hrs of queueing for suju concert + 3hrs of fangirling

-overseas trip, furthest taiwan free-&-easy

-full day USS + 5 times cylon + nxt day's presentation

-first ever 5km run

-impromptu outings to wherever we wanna go, whenever

-sneaky-fangirling

so far so good eh?!

& more to come i guess!

before ppl start pointing & saying "see tt ahjummah also come"

2011-07-02T01:15:00.002+08:00

one week, down!

heh.

havent been the best of all the blocks,

esp the first few days,

but enjoyed it nonetheless!

hurhurhur,

yea,

friends really do bring some sunshine into the gloomy sian days!

& i sincerely hope that it'll be like that when the real thing sets it!!

(as in.. the have fun working with friends part, not the sian part)

for next week,

HWAITING!!!

as for the lousy things,

well,

aint the first time so suay right?!

forget.... forget....foget......~~

WEEEEEEEKENDS!

2011-06-28T22:48:00.002+08:00

yea,

tt was how it felt like alright.

one after another,

boomzboomzboomz!

got to see how practical it is in reality,

how power comes into play.

ohwell!

gonna face it all in future eh?

on the other hand,

today gave me a little bit of excitement as to working with friends,

to chiong cases tgt,

see who can nua first.

inevitable & arriving in... 8 mths?

*shivers*

AIGOO~

we'll see...

2011-06-27T18:48:00.003+08:00

omo.

my mind's really a clean slate :S

how can that be....

means all i've learnt,

not much was really imprinted in there eh?

sheesh.

plus that laziness to even revise.

incorrigible ttm.

motherland,

please dont carry high hopes.

O.O

ok,

i think i've made my choice.

now deal with it.

2011-06-26T15:03:00.003+08:00

To the wrongs that need resistance,
To the right that needs assistance,
To the future in the distance,
Give yourselves.

maybe constantly being in the rat race is too tiring an idea.

but again,

who said that it was ever a race?

more like a never-ending marathon..

who's gonna last?

baekjiyoung's got lots of good ballads..

maintainence~

2011-06-23T00:18:00.002+08:00

:D
wednesday.
wednesday~
aigoo.
i guess i'll....
continue doing what i've been doing?
:D
maybe it's time to go out for a walk & some sunshine tmr
HOHOHO~